Nothingness!

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 Within the mysterious perils of the darkness inside me  

My thoughts wandered slowly wishing for the end

When my life was just dawning into existence slowly

My mind yearned for the epoch of its epilogue

 

Even a thousand mirrors cannot show me my true self

For it was not question of if I can but do I want to

Words had no meaning and sentences left incomplete

Caught in a darkness when the sun shone bright  

 

I was blind deaf dumb numb and dead within

Heading towards a meaningless void abstract

I tried reasoning with the soul and heart within  

The last drop of emotion and connection lost  

 

I lived a life without a meaning and morrow

For the yesteryears were no tale of joy and bliss

The war I waged within myself scorched me

And set ablaze the little energy I had left to burn

 

Like a drowning ship in the midst of a storm

Slowly drifting away into the unknown space

Slowly losing the last bit of hope and breath

Heading towards the epilogue of Nothingness




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